i dreamed of fire,and glinting ice,of war,and peace i dreamed of love,and hatred..i dremed of life,and of death,i dreampt of noise,and of silence...i was something..but now im nothing...my words used to resonate,now they are a whisper...

i dreampt i was flying over germany,my elegant metal wings glinting in the afternoon sun..the flight was going perfect..until i heard the ping ping of anti aircraft ripping into my wings..as the metal of the plane twisted and turned,i hit the ground,and burst into a flaming,and smoldering wreck..

i dreamt that i met my friend.and we walked hand in hand to the gates of heaven,she was happy,in her white gown and wings..and i was sad...missing her...i held her close..kissed her perfect lips..then it faded away...the perfect memory of her..gone..and as tears streamed down my face..i said..another day closer to seeing her..

i recieved terrible news a couple days ago..my friend jenny died..cancer..T_T its sad...because she was so close to me...ill miss her..alot

rip,my best friend jennifer gallagher

what do you do when your broken inside?,whaen your heart cant tell the difference?

idk....

todays just another day to many...but to me its a nother dream gone to waste.....

locked in this prison unbroken,dreams of her my only token
one chance to make it right,one chance to end the fight..

somone has taken the strand of fear i had..turned it into
a knife and plunged it deeply into my heart..without mercy..and without concern..of what happened..now the pain floods me like nothing..