Well.....First time writing in my diary...Im not going to address it to some imaginary friend like Anne Frank did and its not going to be as good as her's...so....here goes...

Today started like any other day, I got up, got dressed and went out. But instead of going to see my friends I went to New Ross, a small town nearby for lunch with the family because its my mothers birthday( I told all my friends to say they think she 35 when really shes 39!!). It was a chinese restruant, so I wasnt too fussy.

Later, when we came home I went to see my friend Danielle or 'Dan the Man' as we call her and Rosie too. We enjoyed a few cigerettes together as we normally do and then returned to mine. Thats when myself and Rosie began to drink some alcohol. I know people think that we are to young to drink but I find it an escape from the real world which I find boring and out dated. Luis joined us for a few more and we all sat there, tipsy but young at heart. I dont particularly fancy Luis but theres something about him that attracts me. Maybe its that sparkle in his eyes or just his cheeky sense of humor I like so much but the feelings there, gnawing at me on the inside.

When everyone decided it was time to go I hugged them goodbye paying more attention to Luis as he is meant to be returning to England tomorrow. Then I came to my room and got lost in my thoughts as I normally do, thinking of all the 'what ifs...and maybes...'. Feeling enough was enough, I thought I'd get over my writers block by writing this down. In some ways it has helped me, writing down feelings and emotions thought of.

But now I shall leave as I must get some sleep. School tomorrow...dont want to be too tired!

Yours sincerely,
Lorraine