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"Veiled Emotions"
Shadows are forever
They never leave your side
Even in pure darkness or brightness
They are forever there
Bound forever to my person.
Darkness, that of secrecy.
Hides many things well.
Such things as my emotions.
Those that I'll someday tell.
I lay in darkness until then.
Secret projects in the making
The society of the inane tuned out.
All I see are my hidden emotions.
Ones that I will someday reveal.
Ones that will tell how I feel.
Who's to say when I shall?
Or even how I shall go about it?
The world will know one day
The things that are inside of me.
Hate for one. Love of another.
The hate, instilled in me by their doing.
I await the day I can leave them behind.
God, make me a bird so I can fly far away.
Far enough away that I won't see them.
The last thing I want is their bitching.
The love, oh such love inside of me.
Hidden is it, as is my hate. Inside.
Truly I can say the love for one,
does, in fact, outweigh all the hate of others.
That is all that I shall reveal.
"The Day"
Partly cloudy sky after a rain
Rays of light shown in the sky
I await the day to see you again
Wondering if I will be your guy
I feel strange inside of me
When I think about you
I can't help but smile with glee
What else is a guy to do
The voice in the hallway I hear
I see her face once again
The harmful feelings inside disappear
I turn happy, there and then.
That fateful day draws nearer
I think about it every day
I imagine how I'd hear her
I know exactly what to say
As some of you may or may not know, I wrote this for the mystery girl. Who is it? Who knows. I knows. But you all shall have to wait until Feb 14th. Yes, secretive I am. Why do I write this for the public? I just want to show the world how I feel. I don't care who reads it
For all who cares to know will know on Feb 14th, not before then.
And, may I paraphrase from the bible...
Nothing is hidden to remain hidden. All shall be revealed in due time.
Written about Monday 2007-01-29
Written: (7071 days ago)
The following are poems I decided to write tonight
I know I kinda went on a writing binge or something
I just needed to let it all out. Yet there is so much more I could write. Not enough for me to express in one night.
So I give you 5 poems. Enjoy.
Time Tells
Here I stand once again.
I await to see her once more.
Out of all in the animal pen,
Is it me that she came to adore?
Only time will tell
Chances Wanted
Thoughts race through my mind.
Happy ones, ones of despair.
Will it be me she wants to find?
If it's not then why even care?
A chance is all that's needed
As You Are
Stuck in my mind.
Hard to forget you.
Even in a bind,
You get me through.
Never change completely.
Consumed
Floating in the pink void
As my blood runs warm
The presence I enjoyed
It attacks in a swarm
Another victim of love
Valentine's
In this bed I lay
Motionless in thought
I wait for the day
A relationship to be wrought
Quicker I wish it would come
!RANT
You know that chain message about the guy with the motorcycle and the breaks are out on it right? You know, the one where he gives his helmet to his girlfriend because it was "bothering" him. Well you know what, I like the fact he'd die for her, and it's sweet of him to do that, but wake up, damnit! You're going 90MPH speeding down the road, with breaks out. What the hell do you do? I know, I'll keep on speeding! Gah fucking retard...It's a little thing called coasting, by letting the fuck off the gas! Stupid bastard...Whoe
My cell phone's gone missing!!
I cannot find it anywhere...I hope I find it later tonight, when it's quieter, or tomorrow...or something...
I just realized how much I can't live without it...well I can, but I don't wanna >.<