Yeah.
im at the same level

Dont forget me dear.

This ropes getting tighter
thanks god they invented nylon
its better on the skin
mines too sensitive

This is the worst pain iv'e ever felt...

its strange how things turn out =/

what a night...

I'm so sorry, for everything.
And believe me, if i had a gun i'd blow it all away.
But i'm too much of a coward to do it any other way

I am sorry.
I took the most important thing i've ever known for granted, and now it seems i've lost it.
Nothing less than i deserved, I never did deserve her.

I've forgotten this feeling, because happyness is all i've ever known these past few months
Best times of my life, without a doubt or its shadow...i never did get 'shadow of a doubt'

I'm lost really.
Numb.
It's still early aswell...only 20 to 8
I think i need a shower.

Im so so sorry
i always did screw things up as a kid, i guess i never changed.

I never ever meant to hurt you, ever. And i always l0ved you, and always will
please remember that. if nothing else.
No matter what.
xxx