are you living for the pain?
and you dont know where to go?
walking down a never ending lain?
sad and tired of saying no?
just hang around with me every single day
and you will change and see a second way
to live the life you always dreamed of
simply give me the choice to love
every piece of you and you allone
I'm getting bored with this shit called life
Nowhere to go, nothing to do
Since everything is useless around you
Every day looks the same
Watching the end without shame
Nothing is what it seems
Scare away my bad dreams
Still I shout in the middle of the night
Nowhere to be seen, there's no light
You look away, but at what cost?
You and I we know you're lost
hi!
I'm so busy this week! ofcours i found the time to write in my diary! ^_^ooh well. today i went to the hospital, because you could look around freely and find out werd shit about hospitals... And I have to practise (piano) the piece I have to do on music-avening (school) that I got on wedneysday (gloep) tomorrow: practise music and christmas project (and again music :) as you can see im a music geek). With the Christmas project we're going to perform about 11 or 12 times in different schools. Saterday and sonday: practising for musicavening and running in the morning. Monday: First practise for musicavening and then I have piano lessons and my band. Afterwards I have to go to my grandma. Tuesdays: Going to this werd evening where you get information about studies (HBO en WO), which takes the hole evening. Wedneysdays: music avening thingie dat lasts the hole day. Thursday: I'm home at four o'clock and I have to go to the library. Friday: school and christmas project practise shit. Saturdays: running, shopping etc. blabla :D
Woehoe my application for elfwood is accepted
The email said:
Form correct to 85.4%
Congratulation
winter is coming
and Christmas is calling
maybe a little early this year
but there is nothing to fear
the light is fading, but there is nothing to see
everything is dark, except for you and me
dont give up on this last day
before you know it,
candles will lit
and they will take the darkness away
tears fall to the ground
where fears have been found
you keep running but you can't fantasise
nobody can touch you, tell no lies
the wall you carefully build around your heart
is falling down when you saw her, right from the start
your world, dreams and hopes began to shake
because this love is never gonna brake