What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?
If I'de stayed
If You'de tried
If we could only turn back time.
But I guess, we'll never know.








What the fuck have I done.

No way loser. Im young and punk.

I take it back.
I think we can do it.
Afterall.

Me says:
Hey robbie
Rob says:
lol
Rob says:
h
Rob says:
hey
Rob says:
im JUSt about to go out for dinner
Rob says:
lol
Rob says:
sorry :(:(
Me says:
GOSH
Me says:
so many lol's
Rob says:
i know!!!
Rob says:
Lollozlz
Me says:
it must have been some funny shitttzzz
Me says:
alright  well
Rob says:
i feel guilty thats all :(
Me says:
HAVE FUN YA
Rob says:
heh
Me says:
lol
Me says:
lol
Me says:
lol
Me says:
me too
Me says:
lol
Rob says:
lol
Me says:
lol
Rob says:
lol
Rob says:
lol
Me says:
lol
Rob says:
k
Me says:
K STOP
Rob says:
HEY
Me says:
HI
Rob says:
your making fun of
Rob says:
me
Rob says:
NOT COOL
Me says:
COOL BABE COOL.
Me says:
SO HAVE FUN
Me says:
AT DINNER
Me says:
AND
Me says:
....
Me says:
DONT TURN EMO MAN.
Me says:
x
Rob says:
ew
Rob says:
im offended
Rob says:
now im emo
Rob says:
just cause you said that
Me says:
OH MY GOD.
Me says:
you rebelchild.
Rob says:
very

I think....

Hes still there.

"His ear heard more than was said to him, and his slow speech had overtones not of thought, but of understanding beyond thought".


What a lovely description.

"Just do your best,
Do everything you can.
And dont you worry
what the Bitter Hearts
Are going to Say"










I will.

And when I try to express some form of Hurt.
Its always dismissed with like ;;

"Oh, Uh, Well Baby Im sorrry I cant spend time with you But I have plans".

















He cares.


Stop whining silly ho.





















Atleast I HESMINE again :$
Why cant I stop needing so much from him.

Its just hard sometimes when I really want to spend time with him, and he really doesnt (seem like he) cares.


Okay, so he says "he does".
But whatever.


I was planning a surprise for him when he came on today, but, He had other plans I guess.
I know im the one who hurt him but its just not fair like this at all.
Im not trying to justify what I did was correct, because I know it was fuking stupid.
But it cant go on like this.



     I wish he cared like he used to.



Im still his girlfriend.
Hes still the center of my universe, and, I guess it hurts that im not.
I wish he'de want to spend time with me like he used to.

But he doesnt.
I wish he could just come home.
And then now all I feel is, afraid to make him mad or something.
I feel so pathetic. Like stupid little girlfriends who are "Afraid" of talking to their boyfriend incase they get Angry at them or something.
We Never used to have a relationship like that, neither believe in that bullshit.
But now it seems thats how we do it. And it hurts like Hell.


I hate being afraid to upset him, and too scared to say how im really feeling.
But I guess i just need to make sure he's okay.
Fuck.



I dont like this.


I had everything planned :(

I like to look at you.
I Love that smell on you.


Your going to get it good my baby.

Whats the Worst Thing that could happen?







Other;;
I could change my mind.
I should also seriously think about
Studying.
yes.



English and Media Exam tomorrow :) Eeeep.

I may not be a smart man, But I know what love is.

I'll Walk Away Now.

In a >GOTH SHOP<

Me: Stop trying to Goth me out Hatty.
Hatty: *Laughing* Im not trying to GOTH YOU OUT.

Hatty: *Trips over* OMFG I tripped over your Goth boots man.

Me: *Chavs enter at all directions* We're having quite a Chav experience now arent we?

Hatty: Ok lets go to Boots now.
Me: I DONT WANT TO GO TO BOOTS I WANT TO GO HOME
Hatty: FINE, We'll go to booths then and then we ARE GOING HOME whether you like it or NOT.
Me: Wtf lmao.

Yeah I would never be okay.
With.
That.

Ian: Has anyone heard this song?
Nick: I have...
Ian: Anyone else?
Nick: What..I dont count?

Oh my
Could he tell a Fairytale?
Could he Ever.


My Nicholas <3

Fuck
I lost my Bus pass.

I want to spend the rest of my life, You by my side.
For ever and ever.
Every little thing that you do,
Baby, im amazed by you;

Westlife <3
But cuz Its ME who likes it;;
Its a cool thing to do.
Guys.
Do it.

I like it natural.
No need for chemicals.



Okay so listen.
Um i forgot.