we had our first actual performance last friday night and it sucked just as i thought. no one in the band gives a crap or will put enough effort into accually getting better. there being lazy, always waiting for someone else to take care of the problem and im sick of it. only two good things happend that night. i got to see nanashi, and i went out to tony's with my friends after the game. wish nanashi couldve came with me but she had to go home, o well. i have one thing to look forward too though, the band can only get better since we suck so badly. lol 

ya i got up at like 8:00 this morning like and idiot cuz i couldnt get back to sleep. started working on my friends other cd she wanted to burn for me. school starts tommorow though, im not really feeling anything about it. i get to work on cars cuz of my SCC class which is cool, but i still gotta put up with the stupid retards at my school. i went to take my road test after band practice today and passed. o yea! FREEDOM!!!!! got to see nanashi again since she wasnt sick anymore and could go to practice, plus she made me a bracelet with my name on it, thanks nanashi, ill always wear it. love ya!!!

well im having a relaxed day for once. ive been sittin here burnin a couple cd's for my friend sherrol. shes really into rap and R&B which is cool, i kinda still like it, but i prefer heavy metal. yesterday was the last day of band camp thank god. we had a really long lunch break cuz of orientation which was good considering the morning was brutal.i got to cuddle with nanashi for two and a half hours. :) love u!! we a had a huge water ballon fight which was soo hilarious. then we had like an all dessert dinner. i got such a shugar rush lol. only bad thing is i gotta go back to school in like three days, but ill get though it. 

well ive had a weekend off of band camp and its been completly boring. ive been playin world of warcraft but it laggs a lot and halo2 bores me now. i ive roleplaying with nanashi most of the weekend which has been accually more fun then i thought. definatly beats being bored lol. i got band camp again tommorow which is good cuz i get to see nanashi but its bad cuz i gonna be sooooo tired. o well thats life deal with it lol.