I've come to a simple conculsion, if there was a sudden change in my life I wouldn't notice. Not now at least, I've been ripped a little I think. The people I trust have given-up listening to me and I'm sick of helping. from the first day of school on unless I get proof that I am actually helping people I will give up my voice. I won't count my opinion in the world I'll quit writing entirely, in this I will find the most pain of this agreement I can elimate myself from life by not paying attention, but my friends will still believe I'm here. To anyone who interperates that as I'm going to kill myself can die. I'm sick of sad emo people saying " well I'm emo cause my life sucks and I want to die." personally I think you should. yeah your life is so imperfect but your rich daddy buys you everything you want, and you've never had to ask one of your friends for a place to stay for a few days or do a honest days work. so here's my mesage to the stupid emos (cause some emos actually have a reason or just like the style) "shut the fuck up, no one wants your stupid shit." while I'm ranting and raving might as well go on about the new bi-sexuals, god knows I "love" those fuckers (don't you like sarcasim?) and by the new ones I mean the people who are like "I kissed the same sex and liked it, I guess I'm bi." fuck you people. First of all, if you kiss anybody you're going to feel something it human nature if you get a BJ, then good for you you got a BlowJob from the same sex. wow, aren't you a loser? sientificly, if someone messes with your genitals your gunna feel pleasured you stupid shits. bi-girl I have nothing against you, but for the love of god you people need to quit. "well she ate my pussy and I liked it" no shit sherlock, it happens, the genitals strike again. Stick with the opposit sex you can get more that way. guys if your girl doesn't pleasure you, get a new one. and girls if your guy sucks in bed, then do the same go get a new one. Sleep beckons me. sorry for the offences or misspellings.

My head hurts and I can't see straight. I keep hearing things not in my head but from friends and what they say pisses me off a little, and I don't know what to say. "hey quit that", won't work I've tried, or "God Dammnit, leave me alone" (this seems to piss them off to) so I've given-up on trying to save them from my temper and I'm sorry to those of you who may be accidently caught in the crossfire.

Today is extremely weird. stay up til 2a.m. talking on the phone, wake up at 5:30a.m., go to school, get back to your friends house, pass out on his bed, wake up with no one around. Kinda weird eh?