dear diary,
i felt like doing that becase no one i know does that here! Don't you hate it when couples bring their problems to the world? Or at least...so that people will talk to them...and then when they do the person gets all pissy and starts cussing at them and being all faggoty...that is why i hate famous people...i'd prefer it if they just said that they were going out with someone or getting married or having a baby and when that's over they say that too...or they had their own fansite that they run and update and shyte....i think it would be fun to be famous...i think it would be fun to have people watch you everyday...but now their are scary people that follow you everywhere you go...i think it would also be rather fun if to get all the people reading about you all pissed off...like...you go into some freaky ass store and buy a gun...and then give the gun to somebody on the street...well...no...not that...maybe...if the people theink that i'm pregnant try to get cought smoking...i will never smoke though...hmmm...maybe get cought drinking? But i don't enjoy drinking and i really hate the taste...let's all ponder on what we...OH I KNOW!!!! I can get cought protesting at some crazy protest and i throw a chair...my own chair...but no one will know that...and it will not hit anyone or anything...i'll jsut throw it on the ground...anyways...
what else to blab about? summer is still not boring! I'm actually enjoying it which is really strange becuase by now i'd be begging for summer to be over so i could have something to do...and i'm going to high school which freaks me out a little....

so my life since my last real entry....i graduated and that was really boring...and we didn't get the cake we were supposed to get....then i went to my brothers grad and that was better. They had a way better video than we did. Ours was really ugly. Trust me. The same damn people were in it like...fifty bazillion times...i dislike them too...then i went to the zoo which was really fun because i saw dimitri fall down a very steep cliff...and he got attacked by a peacock...no wait...he attacked the peacock...and now i'm all burnt and in serious pain....

54049) hmm...do you ever find yourself pondering why you are here?

Number of voters: 10

a) yes
Number of votes: 4 (40%)
b) no
Number of votes: 1 (10%)
c) WTF?
Number of votes: 1 (10%)
d) because i sat here? or did someone move me? *looks around frantically to try and find the perpatrator that put me in this chair*
Number of votes: 2 (20%)
e) sure why not?
Number of votes: 2 (20%)
f) why would i? who cares?
Number of votes: 0 (0%)

semi tomorrow....crap...it'll be a little awkward with my boyfriend there an all....he'll only ask me to dance with him so it will be wierd...must tell him!!!

53707) are you graduating soon??

Number of voters: 4

a) a few weeks away
Number of votes: 1 (25%)
b) not even close
Number of votes: 1 (25%)
c) already did
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
d) a few more years
Number of votes: 2 (50%)
e) dam...must buy a dress
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
f) holy apples and potatoes!it's in two weeks...must stop eating...after this slice of cake of course
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
g) GAH!!! MUST BUT NICE CLOTHES
Number of votes: 0 (0%)

haven't really written much...oh well

51771) are you sinlge?

Number of voters: 11

a) yes
Number of votes: 6 (55%)
b) no
Number of votes: 5 (45%)

50722) do polls annoy you?

Number of voters: 5

a) yes
Number of votes: 1 (20%)
b) no
Number of votes: 2 (40%)
c) don't want to do them (than why are you doing this?)
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
d) very much so
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
e) not really
Number of votes: 1 (20%)
f) depends on my mood
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
g) depends on my computer
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
h) Just depends
Number of votes: 1 (20%)

going to Quebec tomorrow....*joy*

lost all will....nothing will make me happy....lost everything...want to die...want it to be yesterday...don't want to go to Quebec...don't care about anything...

must remember :[ Vampiric alurance:[(F)Short Hungarian baby(L)(*)assbag(*) I feel like a woman! lol media...

47443) do you like my freewebs account? www.freewebs.com/icklepyro

Number of voters: 5

a) too lazy to look
Number of votes: 2 (40%)
b) i bet it's great
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
c) no
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
d) yes
Number of votes: 2 (40%)
e) i've seen better
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
f) ihave no time for it
Number of votes: 1 (20%)

I have recently been stabbed in the back by one of my best friends and the bitch broke the blade in my back so i shall go off like crazy whenever i go into a metal detector. I had this huge crush on this guy and she knew i did and of course the little fart decided to ask him out to and he said yes to her and now i've officially become a totall loser because of it....well.....what else is there to say?
In about nine days i'm going to Quebec! woot woot....the ride might be the most submlime considering i'm sitting with someone i have nothing to say too...but i do get to sleep in the same room as my two bestest pals....i've come to the conclusion that my ex-biggest crush in the universe has his room next to mine. What a joyess thing, when i go sit out in the hall with Erin he'll be looming with her and that will totally suck.
I have also come to the conclusion that i'm going to bring my diary and i will write about EVERY cute 'French' guy i see and Andrea will make a few dance with me at the dance on the Thursday that we're there.
I seem to have many conclusions, i have a crush on this guy that lives in England....i met him here and he moved away, back to his home country. damn him.....

so valentine's day is tacky...ha!
i can't believ i liked josh....he was an ass and a fire hazard all along....he is a two butted pig with pretty eyeballs....
humm.....andre came over today and made my hair straight and purdy....bet you can't!!!!!
blah! I am bored....

44432) do you like valentines day?

Number of voters: 3

a) yes
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
b) noit's ok
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
c) don't mind it
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
d) need a valnetine
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
e) it is REALLY tacky
Number of votes: 3 (100%)

oh my dear god! i found out i really do like this guy Josh...he's sex obssessed though and it is freaky deaky


44158) if you could have the one person that you loved, would you?

Number of voters: 5

a) obviously
Number of votes: 1 (20%)
b) hell yeah!
Number of votes: 1 (20%)
c) it might not work out
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
d) no
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
e) i'm afraid they'd hurt me
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
f) well if i loved them then of course
Number of votes: 3 (60%)

Tomorrow Valentine's day....*curls up in a ball and rocks back and forth* can't decide if i love him, can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide,can't decide, can't decide, want to but can't decide.....
aww who am i fooling? i KNOW i still want him and yet i STILL can't have him...not even after he told my friend he likes me....he WON'T go out with me because he's a starnge fellow that looks like a girl because of his long ass hair

i got a new fish three days ago....on Thursday....he's really pretty and his name is Frankie Fish. I'm thinking of re-naming him thoguh so his name's Chiken because afraid of everything....even his own reflection....it's really cute.
What else is there to say? oh....my friend asked somebody to go out with me and of course they said no....practically no one ever says yes and if they do it's because they are a good friend and want to make me feel better.
I went shopping on Friday and i forgot to put that yesterday....we got so much stuff. I didn't even buy what i went there for....everything that they did have was crappy material or ugly peach colours or somthin....
Erin cut her hair so it looks a lot like mine should look like...lol....if you haven't noticed my hair gets extremely puffy after i wash it so that makes it look a whole universe different....i need to get a WAY better straightener....
I have nothing else to say....peace out

i want to sleep! i don't get enough sleep anymore! my bed is shit! *burns bed* it was the lemmings under my bed! they did it!
tralalalala! my friend is coming in from germany for the march break! weee
my other friend is coming in frum hungary! weeeee

i think all guys are assholes...if you don't agree....well than...i have nothing to say to you....unless of course you have a reason

42491) do you lika my hair?

Number of voters: 7

a) nope
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
b) yes
Number of votes: 1 (14%)
c) I love it!
Number of votes: 2 (29%)
d) your old hair was better
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
e) too bad you washed it
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
f) it's ok
Number of votes: 1 (14%)
g) i like mine more!
Number of votes: 3 (43%)

i feel really wierd....:S

40473) do you use labels?

Number of voters: 3

a) yes (if you do than you are stupid and you should die)
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
b) no
Number of votes: 3 (100%)

the guy that i have the BIGGEST crush on said he would go out with me if he breaks up with his girlfriend....and he gets over her! That's makes me so damn happy!!!

still didn't get n e connies -_-// i think i have to tell my mummy that i probably won't ask for ANY money until i'm invited to a birthday aprty...buh only if i get connies....lol....i'll be like my sister....she'll have to give me money....lol....mainly because i only actually ASK for money like....twice a year and my sister asks for money practically every week and she actually GETS the damn money....lol....

Mom didn't get me connies and i want connies but i'll never GET connies



40224) did you get what you wanted for Christmas?

Number of voters: 8

a) yes
Number of votes: 3 (38%)
b) sorta
Number of votes: 4 (50%)
c) no
Number of votes: 1 (13%)
d) not even close
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
e) not all of it
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
f) i don't celebrate Christmas
Number of votes: 0 (0%)