the guy that i have the BIGGEST crush on said he would go out with me if he breaks up with his girlfriend....and he gets over her! That's makes me so damn happy!!!

still didn't get n e connies -_-// i think i have to tell my mummy that i probably won't ask for ANY money until i'm invited to a birthday aprty...buh only if i get connies....lol....i'll be like my sister....she'll have to give me money....lol....mainly because i only actually ASK for money like....twice a year and my sister asks for money practically every week and she actually GETS the damn money....lol....

Mom didn't get me connies and i want connies but i'll never GET connies



40224) did you get what you wanted for Christmas?

Number of voters: 8

a) yes
Number of votes: 3 (38%)
b) sorta
Number of votes: 4 (50%)
c) no
Number of votes: 1 (13%)
d) not even close
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
e) not all of it
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
f) i don't celebrate Christmas
Number of votes: 0 (0%)

i hope my mommy gets me connies! that would be so cool! I can imagine her coming home from work with this big box that she wrapped just so i could feel like i actaully got it for Christmas....and i open it and i hear the angelic choir thing and the box glows and there in the box are black high topped connies all for me! Too bad half of that won't happen even if she did get them for me....lol....
i had so much fun last night! It's like, not even funny how much fun i had. There's this girl Sarah that's been friends with the family for ages (she's the teletubby) and so we where talking and we where having fun...lol....waht else could i say? we would have taken funny pictures with my webcam...but we didn't.....all of us didn't reall want to for some reason.....but it doesn't matter.....i don't really care...lol.....i want to do something! argh!

hahahaha! YES!!!! I got a webcam! A picture frame...a horse thingy, a FUNNY pin, two CD's and some other thing...i think it's a stuffed animal....

And there's more to come....i think....but i'm not too sure....my mommy said something about it...

I GET TO OPEN MY PRESENTS IN EXACTLY THREE HOURS!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




39664) What's your favoutrite part of Christmas?

Number of voters: 12

a) Getting presents
Number of votes: 3 (25%)
b) Giving presents
Number of votes: 1 (8%)
c) Playing in the tinsel
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
d) watching my siblings run into the tree
Number of votes: 2 (17%)
e) putting up the tree
Number of votes: 1 (8%)
f) the food
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
g) seeing family
Number of votes: 1 (8%)
h) getting to have wild crazy animal sex while my parents go out
Number of votes: 2 (17%)
i) i don't celebrate Christmas
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
j) the two weeks off school
Number of votes: 1 (8%)
k) CANDYCANE!!!!!!
Number of votes: 1 (8%)
l) I hate Christmas!
Number of votes: 0 (0%)

tomorrow is Chrismas Eve! I get to open my presents tomorroe night! In exactly 24 hours! HOOHAW!!! LOL....Mu mom got a $2000 Christmas bonus! She got a raise about two months ago....we got a big screen Tv worth about $3000, and her co worker gave her a bunch of clothes worth about $3000....it makes me feel special cuz i got some of those clothes.....my sister straightened by hair today...with a clothing iron....lol......it was wierd....than we put on abunch of makeup and took a while bunch of pictures

Chester/Linkin Park"Move over guys. Make room for Avril Lavigne, she's a big star. We're only a little rock band."
lol...i'll never get over that!

hey! i just remembered! I danced wityh Quinn at the Christmas dance! It was so fucking fun! lol....
I think i'm going out with Rhys....but i'm not sure...that makes me feel bad.....
I hope Quinn'll come over tomorrow....i think i should ask him...lol....that might take us somewhere!

Eminem's new song Just l;ose it is the best...i'm listening to it right now! muahahahahahahahahaha!!!! WEEEHEEEEHEEEHEEE!!!!! So hyper! Only four days till Christmas and three days till i get to open my presies! numnumnum...just touch my body....lol.....i wonder what i gotted....*ponders* Half of my friends haven't given me presents yet....so they're going to give it me later.....
n e ways.....went to the stupid doctor today....he is sooooo annoying.....i have headaches a lot and he said, "Well that might be something bad....." no shit Sherlock....what a fucktard. seriously! OH WELL!!!! CHRISTMAS IS SOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Give up the Grudge, shut your fucking mouth....umm.....yea....

Buhahahahahahahahahha! I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE CHRISTMAS!!!!! WEEEEEE!!!!!ONLY SIX MORE DAYS'S!!!!! *dances like a turkey* Do you think i should get more people presents? I already got ninetten things for like, eight people...lol....SO BORED>>>>SO HYPER.....WANT PRESENTS!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEE



37990) Do you have the Sims 2?

Number of voters: 8

a) yes
Number of votes: 1 (13%)
b) no
Number of votes: 4 (50%)
c) it's a sissy game
Number of votes: 1 (13%)
d) i have the first one
Number of votes: 1 (13%)
e) i want to have it
Number of votes: 1 (13%)
f) i'm already bored of it
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
g) yes and it rocks!
Number of votes: 0 (0%)

you know what i just did? i bought Michelle a card for her birthday...wanna know what it says? I bought you this birthday card for 5 reasons....
1. It's your birthday
2. it'sa nice way to say i'm thinking about you
3. The voices!! Oh, my God...those hideous voices made me They MADE me...They're driving me mad, MAD, i tell you! Please,,,help me...
4. You're special!
5. You mean the world to me!


Happy Birthday!
....and don't worry-
I'll be fine....
just....fine....

lol cool huh?

meh didn't do much for the apst few days...i went shopping and gotted awsome clothes....but that's about it....today i'm going to go to Michelle's birthday party.....!!!!

36686) what should my next poll be about

Number of voters: 15

a) sex
Number of votes: 7 (47%)
b) drugs
Number of votes: 1 (7%)
c) bands
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
d) school
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
e) favoutrite coloue
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
f) my looks
Number of votes: 1 (7%)
g) my oh so horrible attitude
Number of votes: 1 (7%)
h) my hips (are they too juty outy?)
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
i) What my makup should be like from now on
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
j) whether i should wear my antenas to school or not
Number of votes: 2 (13%)
k) whether i should wear my skirtand NEW hot pink fishnet stocking to school in antarctic conditions
Number of votes: 3 (20%)
l) or whether i should ask Steven out or gget sum1 to do it for me
Number of votes: 0 (0%)

i can't take this! Everytime i hear something about an older guy or just a guy i picture him in my mind! no matter who! I start thinking about someone else and all of sudden it's him again! i can't take it anymore! i won't ever see him, why am i obsessing over him? Just becasue he's gorgeouse sweet and into everything i'm into doesn't mean i should be so freaken obsessive.....*slams head against wall* GET OUT! You'er ruining my life! You don't realize it but you are! YOU FREAKEN CRUEL PERSON! GET OUT OF MY MIND! Why? Why don't you just stop! You've made me cry too many times for me to love you anymore!
Why do i still love you? You're so insensitive and even if you weren't you're always going to be there, in my mind and i'll want to be with you, be around you, talk to you, hang out with you.....you freaken idiot! *cries* no but really....you don't realize it, but you make me cry, every day, you make me want to either be with you or be able to talk to you.....one day, when i become famous.....you'll want to be with me too!
Keon is soooo freaky...i think he has a huge crush on me because i know he's probably just joking around, but he doesn't stop....even when i kick him in the shin.....blahblahblah....i really have nothing much to say....you can check out my sire though..... www.freewebs.com/icklepyro

well...since i was sick, i wasn't feeling all that great and every so often i had to run to the bathroom to see if i would throw up, than i had the feeling of having to pee and no pee would come out....than this ugly ass indian idiot went to pee right sfter i did for the first time and i never noted any pee on the seat before, abd there where HUGE drops of pee and water all over the rim so i had to clean it because it was disgusting and i had to pee again....thats the just of it

God fuckit! I'm so sick....yesterday....i was alseep for a bout five hours before i woke up and didn't feel so bad. But i hada high fever and i was moody and i was sweating one minuet and freezing the nest minuet..... :( That reeeeeaallllllly sux in my opinion..... Oh well.....i have band tomorrow morning so i have to wae up earlier. poop....
I wish i had my own webcam and my own scanner and my own MP3 and a lot of money and better looks, and people that cared more :( i'm not saying nobody cares about me because i can name quite a few, but wut i mean is, if only i had somebody i could relate to and than cuddle up with....i'm saying i want a boyfriend and i think i blew it with steven.....alas, i shall not be one of those stupid people that have nothing else to say than that they are depressed unloved and that they want to die because if it was bothering them soooo much than they would have bloody well killed themsleves by now!
LOL!!!! I think being sick has made me fall into madness.....MADNESSS!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!



Oh and please....can you maybe send me what you voted for so i know who thinks what? lol

Number of voters: 15

a) Yes
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
b) No
Number of votes: 3 (20%)
c) He's terrifying!
Number of votes: 1 (7%)
d) Are those pimples?
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
e) He's shiny!!!!
Number of votes: 1 (7%)
f) He's totally gorgeouse!
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
g) What? I was droned into his face and forgot the question!
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
h) Um....*backs in to a corner*
Number of votes: 1 (7%)
i) Of course he is you silly goose!
Number of votes: 2 (13%)
j) He's cute
Number of votes: 5 (33%)

hahahahahahahahahahaha1 i'm going out qith steven! well i was for like two seconds but i was only kiddingish and so was steven so it was funny....no...i lie! i asked someone to ask him and he looked at me all funny....the same way he looks at Sam...and he LOVES Sam....but she doesn't love him back.....
Did i say that me and jill where friends again? I don't seem to recall anything about it...oh wait, yes, i did....just before this enrty....i watched Taxi on Sunday.....it was sooo funny! i forget what they where getting high on, maybe laughing gas, but it was funny....their voices got really deep and they wouldn't stop laughing....lol.....it was fuuuuuuny!!! than i ran off to Ardene and got striped socks, and pink fishnets!!! SQUEE!!!!! YAY!!!! lol....yea...than we went to Green Earth and looked at extremely expensive cool stuff....man....i wish i had more money, i wouldn;t waste it on candy, i'd save up and get a whole bunch of stuff from there.....lol
i love the movie Big Fish! It' like, the best! I want to watch it again....lol....well....that's all my poor raw bare hands can write (we have shitloads of homework to do!)

this is from a while ago
12029) what do u think a manson?

Number of voters: 70

a) hottie
Number of votes: 16 (23%)
b) creepy
Number of votes: 4 (6%)
c) asshole
Number of votes: 5 (7%)
d) strange
Number of votes: 10 (14%)
e) lovely
Number of votes: 3 (4%)
f) i dunno
Number of votes: 6 (9%)
g) who
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
h) maybe
Number of votes: 1 (1%)
i) no comment
Number of votes: 8 (11%)
j) HA! that;s a stupid guestion!
Number of votes: 1 (1%)


ok....so i went to the mall today to watch Taxi....i wanted to watch the grudge but maggie was too afraid to watch it...lol....i didn't mind....the movie was funny though so i didn't and don't mind at all....

Than we went to ardene and i got pink fishnets and striped pink and black long socks....and a gameboy....lol....i didn't bother to get anything else, i wanted to get some more earings but they are all crappy looking or way too big for my ears....i saw a lot of hot guys though.

Me and Jill are friends again....this is what she wrote in her freewebs,

11. 7. 04 = Yay! Me and Barbara are friends! Lol. That makes me happy. Anyways, I feeeeeeell like a newboooorrrrnnn. That is a good song. I am bored. I have nothing to put here. Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Thats all folks!
lol....that's all folks is what i like to write...lol oh well....i won't say she copied me accuz we'd get in a big fight again and it'll be lame and dumb!

36119) Wut do you like more? (not to eat)

Number of voters: 4

a) horses
Number of votes: 3 (75%)
b) cows
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
c) dogs
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
d) pigs
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
e) chiken
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
f) turkeys
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
g) ferrets
Number of votes: 1 (25%)
h) goats
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
i) wut r u talking about? i love to eat those!
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
j) Other...msg me...and actually mssg me! people never do and its annoying!
Number of votes: 0 (0%)


i get bored of polls too easily nowadays..lol

hahahaha *manical laughter* i almost got the guy of my dreams....it's so extremely funny because, somebody tried to ruin it and did because they told him that i didn't want to go out with him! now that is really funny because he really wants to go out with me but he thinks i hate him....
Isn't it funny?
No...actually it's as annoying as... and jill.....