I am finallt getting happy...i have great friends that i care about and they care about me, i of course still get depressed as hell but than again....everybody gets depressed once in their lives....i just get depressed more than they do....But what i don't like is when people won't stop telling me how im a poser...whst am i posing as? If they can tell me that, that would be great.....they don't even know me....Aw well...schools starting soon!!!!!
Oh yes...and remind me never to wear ambers boots on the uneven ground....it hurts my feet and i can't walk properly after a while......They are like...four inches high....
I need to do something!!!! I want to do something!!!
ok....im writing in my diray...thats something....

Why is life so depressing? Why am i always depressed? Why do i have to be more upset than other people? Did i do something terribly wrong? What is wrong with everybody anyways? I never did anything to them to be treated like complete shit...ah well, i don't really give a crap.....but do they always have to be such assholes?

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.....so bored...so bored....i wants a life!!!!! boredy bored bored......