[HELPLESS FALLEN ANGEL]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2005-06-27
Written: (7651 days ago)

I wrote this song. I don't care what you think of it, so don't send me messages saying that it sux.



What You Put Me Through


I knew you liked me from the start
But then you turned around and broke my heart
All the memories fade away
I wish it didn't end this way

Now you're just a bad memory
But I know I'll never be
The same again
My heart may never mend

chorus
I'll never be able to let go
There are still so many things I want you to know
How could I have been so blind
I wasted all that time
Constantly thinking of you
You don't know what you put me through

I just can't let it be
I want you to see
The pain I felt inside and out
I always wanted to scream out loud

You may never feel the pain I feel
It all seems so real
I just wanted to say
That I'll never be ok

chorus 2x


BTW- This is not about anyone on Elftown.
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Written about Sunday 2005-06-26
Written: (7652 days ago)

I can't get over you. I can't get over you. I love you. I love you.

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Written about Wednesday 2005-06-15
Written: (7663 days ago)

My brother has a new g/f. I'm so happy for him. Good luck with the new g/f, Tyler.

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Written about Sunday 2005-06-12
Written: (7666 days ago)

I'm moving. It's good, but it sux at the same time. I'm gonna have to make new friends. I hate doing that. Well, unless I'm making friends on the Internet. So ya, I'll be moving close to Oklahoma City, and for the next month or so, I'll be packing stuff up. I might not be on that much.

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Written about Saturday 2005-06-11
Written: (7667 days ago)

I'm so alone. I think I'll type a song from Evanescence. It' a great song.


          Taking Over Me

You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...

        (chorus)
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breath
You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

        (chorus)

I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over

        (chorus)

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Written about Friday 2005-06-10
Written: (7668 days ago)

These are parts of poems.


You say I'm obssessive
You say I freak you out
That may be true
But I still love you
(that one sucks)

Guide me through this darkened place
Help me find my happy ending
Show me the true way
So I can stop pretending
(I like this one)

I wish I could show you
How much I care
I want you to know
I'll always be there
(I like that one 2)


Tell me what you think.

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Written about Friday 2005-06-03
Written: (7675 days ago)

I feel so alone, and bored. I need to get more friends on this site. But still, no one wants to be my friend. No matter how hard I try. I want to be noticed for once in awhile. I want a certain guy to tell me these words that I've felt for him, but he can't, even if he does feel that way. He's caught up in something else.
Bye.

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Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7686 days ago)

Hi everyone. I'm sitting here bored. Send me messages.

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