im fucking pissed my hair looks gay my hats gay this fucking sodding paint crap wont come off my fingers had shit lessons today and i know i will never get a lass at all ever :( fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fucking fuck fuckers arggggg and i just fucking want to fucking have a life and i am never going to fucking amount to anything in fucking life fuck i think i might try to become a thief or a gambler yes i like that idea its better then working and working and becoming a nobody and dieing alone when i could die in a casino or jail hanging bye a bedsheet from my bed frame while on suicide watch grrrrr i fucking want muny to buy shit with argggggggggggggg thus gambling i will gamble and win money i did it in middle school i also cheated ha ha ha fuckers thats right i cheated in blackjack ha ha ha its easy i wonder if people will acctually put there money where there mouth is hmm the better fucking doooooooooo waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa          and im pissed coz i didnt see her today shity bolox hanging from a fucking dungeon in hell................. i need a drink

im a unemotional prick but hey churchhill was the same hmmmmmmmm maybee if chippan doesent kill me i might become like churchill  coooooooooooooooooooooooooooollllllllllllllllll bombs and cool stuff all under my control mwwaaaaaaaaaa hahahahahahahahahahahahhzhzhzahzzhahhahahhhzhzahzhzxhzhzahazhzhza look im so evil my evil laugh has z's in it mwaaaaaahahahzhzahzahzzhazhzhahzhahzahhahaha

ok i hate this now i doubt it will ever happen and im really bummed/gutted/sad bout it..............

1.the bible 2nd bestseller after harry potter

2.of all the things ive lost i miss my mind the most

3.your only suposed to blow the bloody doors of!

4.torture you yer i like that i think i might,i might do that to you

5.today was tommorow yesterday its funny how time can slip away the face of the doomsday clock has launched a thousand wars as we face are final hour time is the only foe we have

i luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrvvvvvvvvvvvvvv this diary thing its a plases i can spout random crap to and i dosent tell me to shut up or blocks me (hopfully) hmmmm id love to tell a competer to kill itself and it acctually does that would be apsolutally hilarious and id laugh my balls of at it....blahh blah blah blah.....i still envy my cat.grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr envy towards you cat!....how come i cant sit around on my ass doing nothing all day and when i do decide to do something it involves eating scratching or killing some small little creature that nobody likes but......i supose cats have to clean there arses with there tounges.ewww...but meh the rest of there catty lives seen to rock!!! i wanna be sedated....this is like the millionth time today ive written in this thing so i guess i must thing somebody is reading it 'sigh' love sucks i love her but i know i cant have her if that makes sense he he im bored supose id better go and enjoy the little life i still have left before i become a complete twat who never does anything........waaaaaaaaaaaaa i hate that i never wanna become that ever!!!!!!!!!!!! charvs suck ass and ive decided enough is enough and have decided to form an anti-charv alliance who is with me? comrades unite! and im away bubi for a bit

bodger and badger suck balls if i had a gun id shoot the producer of it.he he he finger mouse that was funny on the last episode the guy who did the puppetry for it got the finger mouse and drowned it in his cup of cold coffee and killed finger mouse for ever and the camera was still rolling and was live......i think anyway it was funny listening to that story he he :(

hmmm my cat has more fun in life then i do....and ive decided to to write a top 5 list of weird cool best ever films ever films      
1.erm moulin rouge-coz it is like the writer was high on crack when writing it

2...shawshank redemption coz it just...kicks ass its so good and is cool and great watch it

3.beavis and butthead ithink i spelt that right but you have got to see it it has cool music and everything and is great and everything

4.team america world police-not out now if you can get a pirate copy get one coz it is hilarious it takes the shit outta those stupid puppets and is hilariously good the songs are cool and you can tell that its done bye the same people as the south park movie

5.oh and not another teen movie-coz its funny as fuck and has neked-ness and the best music (marylin mansion) and is funny as fuck i seem to be repeating myself but you should watch it

...jerry's finnal thoughts...
all these films should be watched as the all kick ass and are great but remember....pirate copys are ussually cheaper then buying them leagally and they are out sooner then the acctual film....bubi yall