hey guys it is new years eve and i plan to get trashed with my mom. im in ohio again. not much has changed since i made my last entry. ohh a word of advice to all that live in ohio and michigan do not eat at tony pacos it is a hot dog place . . . it is apsolutly disgusting! i just went there for lunch and i feel sick! well ill prolly make another entry when im drunk and have more to talk about, remember . . . keep cutting!
hey guys i know it has been a while allot of shit has happened sence last time i made an entry! me and my bf broke up i got a car, cell phone, and credit card so not everything is horrible but that guy morris that i talked about me and him are just friends. i met a new guy his name is Greg i liked him and needless to say he used me for sex just like every other guy in this fucking world! im at my moms house in ohio i live in michigan. im only down here for christmas. so what to talk about . . . i have tried not to slit my wrists but it is hard everyone tells me i need help but they all need to fuck them selfs. its the day after christmas at 12:33 in the morning and i dont know what to do with my self. im sitting here smokeing like i always am and if any of you pig fuckers want to message me feel free i love meeting new people so ill make a new entry when i get a chance well Merry fucking Christmas! remember . . . keep cutting!
hey i havent written in a while cause my dad got rid of my computer which is really fucked up! well i met a new guy 3 days ago his name is Morris Epps he is really nice and really hott! i havent slit my wrists in a while my bf told me that if i did it again he would break up with me so i stopped and when i did do it he never noticed them, sometimes you just cant help yourself. so i might ask Morris to the homecomming dance at my school. He is a senior and plays football he is half black half white, curly hair and tan not dark skin and a really nice ass! well i got to go and smoke see ya all later! remember . . . keep cutting!
i joined the web site today i am now known as *redtears* i picked that because i thought of all the times i was crying while slitting my wrists and it felt like i was crying blood. today i got 23 new scars to add to my collection on my wrist but the problem is that my left wrist is getting full with scars so i guess i will have to do it on my right wrist! my friends dont want to leave me because i am so depressed and might kill myself and to tell you the truth i might! but enough of that my day sucked and i was hoping it was all a dream a really fucked up dream. i want to go watch the blood drip down my arm g2g and remember . . . keep cutting!