i joined the web site today i am now known as *redtears* i picked that because i thought of all the times i was crying while slitting my wrists and it felt like i was crying blood. today i got 23 new scars to add to my collection on my wrist but the problem is that my left wrist is getting full with scars so i guess i will have to do it on my right wrist! my friends dont want to leave me because i am so depressed and might kill myself and to tell you the truth i might! but enough of that my day sucked and i was hoping it was all a dream a really fucked up dream. i want to go watch the blood drip down my arm g2g and remember . . . keep cutting!