The tap drips rythmicly into the basin. Diluting the blood that fills it, slowly raising the mixture's level...rising towards the rim. My last lost image, it lapping over the porcelein edge spilling onto the white tile floor.
all they ever told us, all lies...
"i love you"still carved in my left arm. cigarette smoke patterns dance rythmicly towards the ceiling. the last words still etched in my empty mind, utterances devoured by paranoia.
you stained my dreams like ink infects water.
empty eyes stare back at me from the reflective scrying pool, not daring to touch me...the cigarette's down to a last glowing ember, i stub it out on my wrist, only a few centimeters away from the purple dots where needles entered this body.
im sick of trying to save you from me.
just walk away, let me see your back, let me remember the scratches I left there.
lets laugh at them Wall, lets destroy them all, you take the ones on the left ill go for the right.
its only you and me Wall, cement, brick, flesh and spirit, thats all we have to survive...dont look so defeated my dearest Wall, thats all we need to rule this race, they have apes in charge of it now, a nice redbrick wall and a black haired girl would be a huge improvement.
thats better Wall, stay positive.
this is scary, im not used to al this without him...
so i left him...
die ander ou
ekt weer vandag na jou gekyk
na hoe jy lag & hoe jy lyk
gesoek vir enige teken
dat ek iets vir jou beteken
het ek my rerig verbeel
of soek ek dit net teveel
was die knip rerig daar
of het ek net lank genoeg gestaar
om te sien wat ek wou
weer vee ek my trane af aan my mou
als as gevolg van jou
I stare at my friend as she latches onto her boyfriends shoulder & sinks her teeth into his flesh.
He scrambles franticly & tries to bat her off asif she is some freak animal, a "big scary bug" of sorts.
He finally manages to pull her off him...
She stands back and giggles uncontrolably.
I think to myself, "So thats love!!!"
She runs back, pounces on him & attacks with an arsenal of pinches.
Much to my own hatred...i do miss him.
i sit in my corner in this fucked up classroom.
Do these people know what they're saying, dont they know im listening?
Dont they think that sometimes someone might hear what they're saying?
It's entertaining i must admit...
Its fun staring out from our corner, isnt it wall?
look how silly they all are, wall.
"When did I realize I was God ? Well, I was praying and I suddenly realized I was talking to myself."
"What have been the fruits of Christianity ? Superstition, bigotry and persecution." — James Madison, 4th president of the U.S
"My uv lost weight" the bitch next door chirps through petalpink lips.
"Yeah its from all the braincells i lose talking to idiots like u 2 whom shit like that actually matters!!"
"okay sweetie u hav a nice day" she says still smiling...deaf whore...