[The Color Megan]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2006-02-04
Written: (7429 days ago)

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copy bunny into your profile to help him acheive world
domination.

742707  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-02-02
Written: (7432 days ago)

By the way
I tried to say
I'll be there.

741996  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-02-01
Written: (7433 days ago)

fill this out. & be completely honest.

WAT WOULD U DO IF I?
1. I MADE A MOVE ON U:
2. I KISSED U:
3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 U:
4. I STARTED SMOKING:
5. I ASKED U ON A DATE:
6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED:
7. I RAN AWAY FROM HOME:
8. I GOT IN2 A FIGHT N U WEREN'T THERE:
9. I ASKED U 2 LEAVE:
10. I ASKED U OUT:

WAT DO U THINK ABOUT ME?
11. PERSONALITY:
12. EYES:
13. HAIR:
14. BODY:

WOULD U?
15. B MY FRIEND?
16. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD U 1?
17. HOLD MY HAND?
18. GO ON A DATE WIT ME?
19. KEEP IN TOUCH?
20. TRY N SOLVE MY PROBLEMS?
21. LOVE ME?
22. DATE ME?

HAVE U EVER?
23. LIED 2 MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?
24. WANTED 2 KISS ME?
25. WANTED 2 KILL ME?
26. KEPT SUMTHING IMPORTANT FROM ME?
27. WANTED 2 CUDDLE WIT ME?


AND MORE!
28. WHO R U?
29. R WE FRIENDS?
30. WEN N HOW DID WE MEET?
31. DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD:
32. WAT WAS UR FIRST IMPRESSION?
33. WAT REMINDS U OF ME?
34. IF U COULD GIVE ME ANYTHING WAT WOULD IT B?
35. HOW WELL DO U NO ME?
36. WEN'S DA LAST TIME U SAW ME?
37. EVER WANTED 2 TELL ME SUMTHING BUT COULDN'T?
38. R U GONNA POST THIS SO U CAN SEE WAT I SAY ABOUT U?

WOULD U?
30. KISS ME.
40. MAKE OUT WIT ME?
41. FALL ASLEEP ON DA BEACH WIT ME?
42. IF SOMETHING HAPPEND AND YOU COULD ONLY SAY ONE LAST THING TO ME WHAT WOULD YOU SAY

if u finish this...ill do it 4 you

739724  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-01-27
Written: (7437 days ago)

Picture this:


It's your first time.
As you lie back your
muscles tighten.
You put him off for a while,
searching for an excuse,
but he refuses to be swayed as he
approaches you.
He asks if you're afraid
and you shake your head bravely.
He has had more experience,
but it's the first
time his finger has found
the right place.
He probes deeply and you shiver;
your body tenses; but
he's gentle like he promised he'd be.
He looks deeply within your eyes
and tells you to trust him -
he's done this many times before.
His cool smile relaxes you
and you open wider to give him;
more room for an easy entrance.
You begin to plead and beg him to hurry,
but he slowly takes his
time, wanting to cause
you as little pain as possible.
As he presses ;closer, going deeper,
you feel the tissue give way;
pain surges throughout
your body and you feel
the slight trickle of
blood as he continues.
He looks at you concerned and
asks you if it's too painful.
Your eyes are filled with tears
but you shake your head and nod
for him to go on.
He begins going in and out
with skill but you are
now too numb to feel him within you.
after a few moments, you feel
something bursting within you and
he pulls it out of you, you lay panting,
glad to have it over.
He looks at you and smiling warmly,
tells you, with a chuckle;
that you have been his most stubborn
yet most rewarding experience.
You smile and thank your dentist.
After all, it was your first time to have
a tooth pulled.


What did you think i was talking about?!  PERV

737639  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-24
Written: (7441 days ago)

"Sudden Death In Carolina"

Last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter and this morning I threw up fire.
But it's nothing new. I've been piecing it together and it's got something to do
with every look thrown like a knife across a crowded room.
Every slow and quiet car ride I spent drinking in the backseat.
Every stupid melody to every stupid song.
And every stupid word that everybody's hanging on.

What difference does this difference in age make?
I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick.
So call 911.
I'm already dead but someone should be caught
and held responsible for this bloody mess.

Last night I fell asleep next to a liar and I woke up with a shiner.
And it's all that I remember from a night spent lying on my back
with a view of a stone white ceiling and the back of your head.
This dark and quiet bed felt like the middle of nowhere.
We beat each other up just like we always do.
When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you.

What difference does this difference in age make?
I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick.
Call 911.
I'm already dead but someone should be caught
and held responsible for this bloody mess.

Call homicide. Take the case to court.
Her lips taste like a loaded gun
and I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor.

They hung her from the bridge on Monday.
The gathering turned into a mob out on the lawn.
They dropped her body in the river.
And school and work returned to normal before long...

Call 911.
I'm already dead but someone should be caught
and held responsible for this bloody mess.

Call homicide. Take the case to court.
Her lips taste like a loaded gun
and I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor.

737590  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-01-23
Written: (7441 days ago)

Bright Eyes - Drunk Kid Catholic
The drunk kids, the Catholics, they're all about the same
They're waiting for something, hoping to be saved
Well, I have been happy the past couple days
Just thinking of the women who've taken your place

And every night I think I certainly
Won't ever sleep sober or alone
And then suddenly, well, it occurs to me
I've slept alone before you
And so I pour myself the stiffest drink my stomach can stand
And convince myself to lay back down again

I'm gonna lay back down, I'm gonna lay back down again

The drunk kids, the Catholics, they're all about the same
They're waiting for something, hoping to be saved
The drunk kids, the Catholics, they're all about the same
They're waiting for something, hoping to be saved
...

They crawl from the oceans to paint in the caves
But I'm working all weekend, I need to get paid
They crawl from the oceans to paint in the caves
But I'm working all weekend, I need to get paid

737501  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-01-23
Written: (7441 days ago)

PANIC! AT THE DISCO

"There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey. You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet"

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman.
From that moment you'll be out of place and underdressed.
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it.
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman.
From that moment you'll be out of place and underdressed.
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it.
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...

When you're in black slacks with accentuating, off-white, pinstripes
Whoa, everything goes according to plan.

I'm the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it.
Because you say so under your breath.
You're reading lips "When did he get all confident?"

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it

Next is a trip to the, the ladies room in vain, and
I bet you just can't keep up (keep up) with these fashionistas, and
Tonight, tonight you are, you are a whispering campaign.
I bet to them your name is "Cheap", I bet to them you look like shh...

Talk to the mirror, oh, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"
Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table,
they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin.

I'm the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it.
Because you say so under your breath.
You're reading lips "When did he get all confident?"

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
I've never looked better, and you can't stand it

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
I've never looked better, and you can't stand it

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

736007  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-01-21
Written: (7444 days ago)

Im the only one in my algebra class who cant do algebra, because no one knows i have dyslexia. im too embarrassed to admit it. im the only one in speech that gets nervous and shakes really bad when i get in front of people, because im too embarrassed to admit that i have anxiety. im the one that sits in the back, because im to embarrassed to admit that i actually care. im the one that hides behind my "friends" because im afraid that everyone else is going to hate me for who i am. im the one that tells everyone that everything is okay, because im too afraid to admit my feelings.

735333  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-01-20
Written: (7445 days ago)

This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME even if u dont got any idea what they are and send it back to ME. But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest.

My name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

When is my birthday:

What was your first impression of me upon meeting me:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

What am I afraid of:

Am I funny:

What's my favorite type of music... do you like my taste:

What is my best physical feature:

What is my best non-physical feature:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

Do I have a stereotype... if so, what:

What is a memory we have once had:

Have you ever gossiped about me:

Have you ever heard anyone gossip about me:

Have you ever seen me cry:

Have you ever hugged me:

Have you ever kissed me:

Would you ever kiss me:

Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

What would you do if I told you I liked you:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

Who do I like right now:

What is my worst habit:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring:

What reminds you of me:

Are we friends:

Do you wish we were closer:

Will you repost this so I can do it for you?:

732581  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-01-15
Written: (7450 days ago)
Next in thread: 732968

You would kill for this. Just a little bit.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-01-10
Written: (7454 days ago)

I'd just like to say:


Happy
Birthday
Nick!!!



I love you.
:)
730089  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-10
Written: (7455 days ago)

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
And we'd just laugh along because
We know none of them have felt this way.

728384  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-01-07
Written: (7458 days ago)

I'd give up forever just to hold you right now..

You can be my James Dean.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-01-03
Written: (7461 days ago)

1= I like you
2= I love you
3= You're funny
4= You're cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I wanna be on you!
7= You're sexy
8= You have a nice body
9= I hate you
10= You're boring
11= your stupid and your just a waist of air
12= You have an awesome personality
13= I want to kiss every part of your body
14= I wanna do you 'til you scream my name
15= I want to go out with you
16= I'm looking for a relationship with you
17= be wit me
18= you're cute
19= i dont know you?
20= i want you in my life
21= hotter than people were u live

I'm bored. Dooo ittt.

725511  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-01-02
Written: (7463 days ago)

Burn out.Not fade away.
[I'll speak in riddles.
So you can understand.
I'll draw in pencil.
So you can trace with pen.
So in love with me.
Like sand to wet feet.
I'll write both our names
Into the wet concrete.
]

723761  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-12-30
Written: (7466 days ago)

I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.

Every drawing that I do, is never, ever as cute as you.

When I sleep I dream, and it brings me a little bit closer to you. A little bit closer to Heaven.

You're amazing.

<3

722311  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-27
Written: (7468 days ago)

I woke up lost inside my fears,
from all the things I'd done this year.
And everything I said,
that hurt you time and again.

You spoke it soft into my ear,
all the words I want to hear.
And this time I'll make sure
you get them back alright.

Remember when you said, you'd hold my heart instead?
Well I'm letting you know now, go ahead.

722040  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-27
Written: (7469 days ago)

I'm listening to The Darkness and thinking of you. I love you so much.

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