[The Color Megan]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2006-01-23
Written: (7441 days ago)

PANIC! AT THE DISCO

"There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey. You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet"

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman.
From that moment you'll be out of place and underdressed.
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it.
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman.
From that moment you'll be out of place and underdressed.
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it.
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...

When you're in black slacks with accentuating, off-white, pinstripes
Whoa, everything goes according to plan.

I'm the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it.
Because you say so under your breath.
You're reading lips "When did he get all confident?"

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it

Next is a trip to the, the ladies room in vain, and
I bet you just can't keep up (keep up) with these fashionistas, and
Tonight, tonight you are, you are a whispering campaign.
I bet to them your name is "Cheap", I bet to them you look like shh...

Talk to the mirror, oh, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"
Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table,
they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin.

I'm the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it.
Because you say so under your breath.
You're reading lips "When did he get all confident?"

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
I've never looked better, and you can't stand it

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
I've never looked better, and you can't stand it

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

736007  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-01-21
Written: (7444 days ago)

Im the only one in my algebra class who cant do algebra, because no one knows i have dyslexia. im too embarrassed to admit it. im the only one in speech that gets nervous and shakes really bad when i get in front of people, because im too embarrassed to admit that i have anxiety. im the one that sits in the back, because im to embarrassed to admit that i actually care. im the one that hides behind my "friends" because im afraid that everyone else is going to hate me for who i am. im the one that tells everyone that everything is okay, because im too afraid to admit my feelings.

735333  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-01-20
Written: (7445 days ago)

This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME even if u dont got any idea what they are and send it back to ME. But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest.

My name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

When is my birthday:

What was your first impression of me upon meeting me:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

What am I afraid of:

Am I funny:

What's my favorite type of music... do you like my taste:

What is my best physical feature:

What is my best non-physical feature:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

Do I have a stereotype... if so, what:

What is a memory we have once had:

Have you ever gossiped about me:

Have you ever heard anyone gossip about me:

Have you ever seen me cry:

Have you ever hugged me:

Have you ever kissed me:

Would you ever kiss me:

Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

What would you do if I told you I liked you:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

Who do I like right now:

What is my worst habit:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring:

What reminds you of me:

Are we friends:

Do you wish we were closer:

Will you repost this so I can do it for you?:

732581  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-01-15
Written: (7450 days ago)
Next in thread: 732968

You would kill for this. Just a little bit.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-01-10
Written: (7454 days ago)

I'd just like to say:


Happy
Birthday
Nick!!!



I love you.
:)
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Written about Tuesday 2006-01-10
Written: (7455 days ago)

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
And we'd just laugh along because
We know none of them have felt this way.

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Written about Saturday 2006-01-07
Written: (7458 days ago)

I'd give up forever just to hold you right now..

You can be my James Dean.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-01-03
Written: (7461 days ago)

1= I like you
2= I love you
3= You're funny
4= You're cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I wanna be on you!
7= You're sexy
8= You have a nice body
9= I hate you
10= You're boring
11= your stupid and your just a waist of air
12= You have an awesome personality
13= I want to kiss every part of your body
14= I wanna do you 'til you scream my name
15= I want to go out with you
16= I'm looking for a relationship with you
17= be wit me
18= you're cute
19= i dont know you?
20= i want you in my life
21= hotter than people were u live

I'm bored. Dooo ittt.

725511  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-01-02
Written: (7463 days ago)

Burn out.Not fade away.
[I'll speak in riddles.
So you can understand.
I'll draw in pencil.
So you can trace with pen.
So in love with me.
Like sand to wet feet.
I'll write both our names
Into the wet concrete.
]

723761  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-12-30
Written: (7466 days ago)

I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.

Every drawing that I do, is never, ever as cute as you.

When I sleep I dream, and it brings me a little bit closer to you. A little bit closer to Heaven.

You're amazing.

<3

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Written about Tuesday 2005-12-27
Written: (7468 days ago)

I woke up lost inside my fears,
from all the things I'd done this year.
And everything I said,
that hurt you time and again.

You spoke it soft into my ear,
all the words I want to hear.
And this time I'll make sure
you get them back alright.

Remember when you said, you'd hold my heart instead?
Well I'm letting you know now, go ahead.

722040  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-27
Written: (7469 days ago)

I'm listening to The Darkness and thinking of you. I love you so much.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-12-27
Written: (7469 days ago)
Next in thread: 721972

x. How have I affected you?


x. What do you think of me?

x. What's the fondest memory you have of me?


x. How long do you think we will be friends?


x. Do you love me?


x. Would you kiss me?


x. Would you hug me?


x. Physically, what stands out?


x. Emotionally, what stands out?


x. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:


x. Am I loveable?


x. How long have you known me?


x. Describe me in one word:


x. What do you think my weakness is?


x. Do you think I'll get married?


x. What makes me happy?


x. What makes me sad?


x. What reminds you of me?


x. How well do you know me?


x. When's the last time you saw me?


x. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't

x. Do you think I could kill someone?


x. Are you going to put this in your house and see what I say about you?

721342  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-12-25
Written: (7470 days ago)
Next in thread: 721344

I got a fucking MP3 player.
How fucking cool am I?
*Contently listens to Panic! At The Disco*

720712  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-12-24
Written: (7472 days ago)

Alright. I did not have a good night, so I am going to complain. Read if you must.

First. Someone has informed me that my best friend and I will not be best friends after high school. I would like to point out to that individual that they are currently LIVING with their best friend from high school. Also, my mom just HAPPENS to be best friends with HER best friend from 8th grade. With people as tight as my best friend and I are, don't fucking TELL me we won't be best friends for a long time.
It's lasted 5 years already.
Second. When you're riding in a car with your sister and your boyfriend, your conversation should consist of more than "What?" "Yeah that's what I thought." "What?" "huh?" "what?" "Shut up Megan!".
Yup that was about it.
And when you're trying to shop for christmas presents, do NOT tell me to call the person I am shopping for, and ask them what they want for Christmas WHILE i'm christmas shopping. I will proceed to call you retarded and to shut your fucking face because i'm NOT in the mood.
Also, after i'm clocked out of the computer for work, I am NOT doing any more of your slave work.
That's my rant for the day.
Kthnxbye.

720447  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-12-23
Written: (7472 days ago)

SO. I'm going to update this and pretend i'm as cool as Jesika.

IT'S CHRISTMAS BREAK!!

Yesterday. Hmm. In Biology we watched the Grinch. But not the new version. The old dumb cartoon version. It was dumb. And then I went to study hall in the library, And Nikki and I got on the computers.We were looking at YTMND stuff. Because it was funny as hell.

During American History we watched this dumb World War 1 movie. And i'm sorry, but it just was NOT interesting. If that makes me a bad American then so be it. It was boring. =P

During Career Connections we finished Christmas Vacation. And I still don't think that movie is that great. I really wanted to watch A Christmas Story. But yeah haha. And then he gave us Gold Cards because he's the football coach and he can just do that. Most people pay 10 dollars. We got them for free. =P

Lunch was amusing. But then again I sit with Sara, Grace, Skylar and Melissa. And then Alex but no one pays attention to her lmfao. She's annoying. She eats tuna everyday for lunch and it smells like ass. *shrugs*

Algebra was boring. We had a quiz that I got a 40 on lmfao. Ummm in English we took a vocab test. And in Study Hall I read the whole time and talked to Jessica Butler. I can't stand her. I really can't. ERGGHHH!!! She's annoying haha.

Umm last night I went to the game. It was fun. The JV boys won, but band only plays the first half of varsity, so i'm not sure if they won or not. But Jesse kept flirting with me I guess. Then Taylor's mom took me home because she's nice like that haha.

Wednesday we're going to start sleeping in my new house!! *dances*

Anyway. This is probably the longest entry I have so far. So yeah. Let's make it longer.

I love Nick!!

Jessica kicks more hardcore ass than you.

720280  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-12-23
Written: (7473 days ago)

1.Your Full Name:

2. Age:

3. Favorite Color:

4. Favorite Movie:

5. Favorite Song:

6. Favorite Band:

7. Most Embarassing Moment:

8. Are you a virgin?

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. ...with tongue?

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?

13. Do you think I'm a good person?

14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?

15.Do you think I'm cute?

16. Would you call me just because?

17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you?

18. If you could change anything about me, would you?

19.Would you have sex with me?

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

717747  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-12-19
Written: (7477 days ago)

I guess i'm pretty much speechless.
You make me happy, and I can't even return the favor. I'm running out of things to say, and that makes me unhappy. You know I would give you the world in a second. But i'm sorry I can't do more than that. I'm sorry that I couldn't be everthing for you. But thanks for everything..
You mean everything to me.
<3

717668  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-12-19
Written: (7477 days ago)

We'll make them so jealous.
We'll make them hate us.

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Written about Saturday 2005-12-17
Written: (7479 days ago)

My stomach hurts.
I have this knot in my throat that won't leave.
Tears are standing still on my eyes, just waiting until I blink so they can freefall down my cheeks...

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