Shop lifters. I hate them with a passin. I also hate children with an equal passion. Today, an 8 year old mob of brats came in, and started playing with our BONGS! and the little Feckers knew how to use them. I grabbed the bong from the brat and nearly lifted the fat prepube off the ground in the process and glared down at him and told him and his friends to get the hell out. Then alter, a bunch of guys who ahd attempted ot steal from the store before and on multiple occasions been tld to get out came in. I stood right infront of them and said "You were banned, that means you can't come in." So of course instead of leaving like a smart polite person would, they came up to the counter and threw a hissy fit. They both look to be about 18, ones overweight and the other is a stick figure hillbilly type. The other two were the typical touque wearing kids with their hair curling out form udner the hats. So they left, cursing at me. After clsoing and I was about to leave, the fat one comes back and I can see the other guys in the reflection of the window across the hall standing out of sight beside the stores gate. I say "What do you want?" and he says "Open the door". OF course I told him the store was closed with a smile and turned my back. The four guys hung aroudn outside the store until I called my boss. They must have thought I was calling security cause they left but now I'm paranoid they'll be waiting for me some other day. We dont' have concieled weapon lisences around here so I can't legally carry a knife on me, but they, not having much care for rules or laws, probably do... so it's the option of trying to take on four possibly armed jackoffs or start carrying around my sword hidden between the liners of my trench coat (Just for intimidation should they try to surround me).... Arg if there's one thing I hate almost as much as the chldren that come inot my store, it's the threat of being outnumbered and put into a fight I can't win.
Ack... Yeah.. so my roomie had his most obnoxious loud friend over and he kept banging on my door asking to use my phone and all he talked about (I could hear them in the living room) was how much he wanted to fuck this girl or how amny times he did this with that girl, or how he wanted to call some girls over so he could fuck them, and on New years he fucked a girl and hen five minutes later his brother had a go at her. And the dude stank something awful. He went all googley eyed when he saw my katana and snatched it. Drunk guy with a SWORD. How safe do you think I felt? Bah. So yeah. I'm planning on staying in control of myself. No offence to people who drink, but really... I don't wanna risk the possability that I might act like that guy.
Fuck! My house got robbed, they stole one of my roomies lap top and his digicam... And I suspect it was someone who can get into the house and knows the lay out which leads me to suspect my roomie Pauls drunken convict cousin........
So there I was... wondering if my friends went to retrieve the bookbag I'd left in the middle of the train bridge and I keep worrying and worrying and finally, at 3am, I call up the taxi place and have someone come and drive me out to the bridge.. but on this side of the river... I left my bookbag at the other end of the bridge so I'm running across a bridge full tilt ... and it's a long run. I'm running for 5 minutes and make ti to the other end of the bridge only to find My Bag Is GONE! which means they went back for it or someone stoled it... Bah! It has my Keys to work and my house, a dragon magazine I need for the upcomming campaign.. and some other things! Soooo I jog back to the waiting cab, thuroughly beat and my ankle is sore (My left ankle has always been weak for some reason) and get him to drive me to the bank machine so I can get him his money. I get out of the car and Foom! Trip on the wet from the rain sidewalk and bash up my palms. And so he drives me home, I give him a 12$ instead of 10, for his trouble, and then I come inside and thuroughly die.. Blaaaaah. So yeah. I had an eventful night, wouldn't you say?
In Flames - Only For The Weak
I can't tolerate your sadness
cause it's me you're drowning
I won't allow any hapiness
cause everytime you laugh, I feel so guilty
Am I forced to have any regret?
I've become the lie, beutiful and free
In my righteous own mind
I adore and preach the insanity you gave
Sell me the infection, it's only for the weak
No need for sympathy, the misery that is me
No need for sympathy, it's only for the weak
On bleeding knees I accept my fate
I've lost the ability to paint the clouds
cause it's me you're draining
I'm stuck in this slow-motion dark day
cause everytime you run, I fall behind
And so I hear my voice again
The tale of the bitter man, here I am
Shake the silence and hear what it says
The tranquil pride that become the lie
Sell me the infection, it's only for the weak
No need for sympathy, the misery that is me
No need for sympathy, it's only for the weak
On bleeding knees I accept my fate
Well there you have it. When you tell me to go to hell, it's useless because I'm aleady preconditioned to go there and take over so up yours.
Level Who are sent there? Score
Purgatory Repenting Believers Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo Virtuous Non-Believers - Very Low
Level 2 Lustful - High
Level 3 Gluttonous - High
Level 4 Prodigal and Avaricious - Low
Level 5 Wrathful and Gloomy - Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis Heretics - Very High
Level 7 Violent - High
Level 8- the Malebolge Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers - Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus Treacherous - High
Take this fucking knife out of my back NOW
I'm through being the laughter of your damn JOKE
You should have killed me when you fucked me OVER
When I find your hands aroudn your neck and start to CHOKE
I wanna see you bleed and screeeeam, cry to god...
Cause I lost it all
I have no reason
To
Live
With
You
Only He can guess what I'm gonna do to you
Just remember I don't get mad
I
Get
Even
Because of you I disconnect
This man is all thats left of me
Because of you a disconnect
...
I'm killing you now.
Get down on your knees I wanna see you BEG
Tears building up here before ME
I'm gonna tare you, I'M gonna break you down
I wanna show you my pain and my MISERY
Here I am in this lonely place
without you
Now I'm alone and I'm forgotten
I
Have
Become
You
Only he can guess what I'm going to do to you
Just rememeber I dont' get mad
I
Get
Even
Because of you I disconnect
This man is all thats left of me
Because of you a disconnect
...
I'm killing you now.
Because of you I disconnect
This man is all thats left of me
Because of you a disconnect
...
I'm killing you now.
Because of you I disconnect
This man is all thats left of me
Because of you a disconnect
...
I'm killing you now.