I am really up set.i fucking hate people. u think sense u been friends with someone for 6 years thy would not do u wrong in any way. they r suppost to be helping u do thing. that u can tell them anything. well i told my best of 6 years almost 7 years all what me and my man have done. then when we got in an fight he called her to see what my problem was. them she started hitting on he saying "then i first met u i was mean to u but i thought u where the hottest thing ever. that i waould fuck u in a heart beat." i wont to kill her but she dont no i am pissed caz she told him not to tell me and he did but i promisti would not say shit to her.
i feel really bad too cuz u say some shit i should not and would not ever say again to him. so then he moved back to his home land AZ. and it is all my felt i pushed him away cuz i did not want him so close then. but i realized i wanted him even closer to me. he is already gone, to start a new life. so i get left behide just like my father did do me, and everyone else. he was the only thing that help me and care a lot about me to stay tell my dum ass just let i perfect person i could see having kids with and starting a future. he is gone and there is nothing i can do about it but hurt myself over what i did. i just hope he will never forget about me and will come back for me in 3 years or after he gets out of the service. but iwish him all the luck in the world and i no he can do what ever he puts his mind to.
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man it suxs really bad this whole broke suxed i have not done anything to get me in trouble. ok only once but not bad. i have not got laid!!!!!(big big miss up) . there r not good parties to go to at all it suxz. i just want to see my man for one think to get drunk and have mad sex all night. noe is that so hard to ask???? ok i will stop complaining an hope things get better.MMFCL
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Krawler if u get on..... i LUV u and miss u a lot
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HAPPY AXE-MASS !!!!
well am leaving to go back home. i want be back for about 2or3 weeks. i hate it at my mom's but i have to go back. i have a puter over there but i am no aloud on it cu my fucking step dad want let me. well i hope by the time i come back there will be messages for me so i have something to do when i get on. i will miss u all LUV *spyder*
2day i just set on by ass all day and talked on this damn puter. i wanted to hang out with my lo and his friends. but parents and weather r in the way. i want to see my man so bad. i can't what tell christmas eve to see him!! well i have to go be lay again good night *spyder*